offwiththefairies

If a girl could be so happy as to never want to die, If everything was perfect would there be a need to try? If everyone was beautiful and contented with their face, Would the world be guaranteed to be a nicer place? If I didn't miss you would the pain just fade away? If I could stop loving you would I see a brighter day? If you had never hurt me would I still be here? If today had never happened would I be freed of all my fear? If tonight was still an option for me, Could I change my actions so I'd see, That you were of no value in my life? I might've changed my mind when I saw that knife…

Heartbreak Lost in a world of heartbreak, Drowning in my ocean of tears, Blinded by the light of love, Surrounded by my fears. Filled with ever-growing sorrow, A cruel pain stakes my heart, Over-taken by the feelings, I had for you from the start. The sheer sensation overwhelms me, As I'm reaching for the knife, The immense emotions I'm feeling, Are ridding me of my life. I make a cut and suddenly, The blood makes me feel better, My bloodshot eyes scan round my room, And rest on your love letter. Another few cuts wouldn't hurt, I reassure myself, As the blade goes deeper into my wrist, Each stroke severely damaging my heal

Blinded Yesterday you said you loved me, Today you told me lies, Yesterday I could not see, Today I'm not so blind. I used to think you cared for me, But now I know what's true, You didn't understand me well, All you cared about was you. You used to make me happy, But cause problems on the way, I was so naïve before I saw, That you weren't real today. I never understood you, You were always playing games, Well I won't fall for it any more, I'm numb to all your claims. I was always trying to do what's best, For you and not for me, I feel so used now, can't you get it, That girls don't come for free? I hate you so much now,

No Body's Fool Following suit, Copying your cloned ways, Wearing all your clothes, Acting like my brain was fazed. I used to stand behind you, Follow all your trends, I used to be in the popular crowd, And have dozens of fake friends. But then I found myself, I found my individuality, I couldn't see why I'd wanted, To be you and not me. I knew how I wanted to act now, I tried my hardest not to be 'cool', When I was around you I was weakened, But today I'm no body's fool.

I'm Not Perfect… I know that you all hate me, I can see it in your eyes, I know you all would like me dead, But you are in for a surprise. You may think that I am selfish, That I don't care about a soul, You may reckon I am selfless, But you're just picking holes. You all act like you are different, You can rise above the rest, But trust me just for this time, You're really not the best. You look down on me like I'm nothing, Just an object or a toy, But I don't treat you like that, Go find another person to destroy. I try my best to not let it get me down, But in the end it's you that wins, Each insult you throw at me, Pri

You know that ache in the bottom of your stomach, when you find out you've missed your favorite band's performance on a late night talk show? You know that regret you feel right after you tell a little white lie to someone you care about? You know that cold feeling you get when you're laying in bed at night, and no matter how many blankets you pile on top of you, you just can't get warm? You know when you look in the mirror in the morning, and you're not happy with yourself? It's like that. It's like waking up on a Sunday morning to a cold bed with nobody beside you. Somewhere in the back of your mind, you wish somebody was there with you,

I'm Sorry I never meant to hurt you, I know it seems that I don't care, I never intended this would happen, But I'm just here so say I'm there, If you ever need to talk, If you ever need a friend, I'm always here to help you, Be on your way again to mend. I'm sorry that I did that, I hope it's now all right, I hope you can forgive me, And see through it tonight, I'll just break down because, You still won't let me in, It becomes too much to handle, Love seems like it's a sin. Sorry isn't strong enough, To say what I really mean, I can't express my words correctly, However much I'm keen. My life is continually numbing, My

Eternal Sleep I can feel you, under my skin, And I can taste you, on my lips, And I can see you, in my mind, But you're not here, you're not here… Darkness comes creeping around, Consuming me in fear, Haunted by thoughts of loneliness, I need you here, I need you here, I'm missing you, I'm missing you, Can't seem to find a way without you, Want to sleep and never wake up, Because the pain can't be contained in just one cut… I'm still in love, but it's only temporary, To feel warm, is something I require, I need somebody always and I don't, I'm all alone, I'm all alone… I'm missing you, I'm missing you, Can't seem to find a w

Heart of Stone Tonight my heart will be without you, Cold and lonely in this bed, I'm warmed by memories of your love, But I'm crying tears of red. Lost in a crimson sea of heartbreak, Hidden in my dark sorrow, We maybe worlds apart but we, Will see the same sun rise tomorrow. Tonight my heart will be dead without you, Pumped free of blood alone, For my energy has been drained of me, Slowly dripping as I sit on my own. So wash me clean of all this anger, But pity me, do not, I can escape my fears by myself, But your love, I know, won't be forgot.

Over My Head Don't look at me that way, You really shouldn't stay, It only brings me trouble, It only makes me struggle. Don't talk to me like that, It makes things harder to combat, You really should leave, Even though I will grieve. I can't breathe, I can't breathe. You helped me through the bad times, Made the good even better, You were there when I needed you, And I'll always be in love with you. I can't help the way I feel, This love is so surreal, I need a bit of space though, Before I get too consumed, I need a bit of room, But I'm sure I'll need you back soon. This partings only temporary, You may think that it's